Brace yourself this is a Megan blog! Yes I still exists, I've just been a horrible partner/blogger in crime. Things have been crazy and to be perfectly honest with you my people when a chance to blog rolls around its normally at 9 at night and I'm more interested in a bowl of ice cream and fixated on the TV and.not leaving the couch. It happens to the best of us right?
Tonight I felt compelled to blog about a horrible illness called parent guilt or PG! PG happens for many reasons, late nights at work and missing bed times, crying when your drop them off at day care, or maybe not believing your potty training toddler when they tell you they have to goafter your 5th trip to the bathroom in as.many minutes and they actually end up peeing their pants. I've experienced all these sources of guilt, but tonights dose of PG comes from a whiney toddler and a parent who lost their patience a good hour ago. The hubs is at work, so its just me and the toddler, which is usyally a fun night. For whatever reason though tonight was filled with tantrums, meltdowns, and "NO!" from both of us. There was a lot of yelling on my part and as I.just peaked.in on him sweetly sleeping I feel like the worst mommy ever. I feel horrible that I yelled, that I lost patience and truthfully I became a tantrum throwing toddler myself. These days are few and far between and I know its part of the toddler phase but they suck and the PG sucks even worse. I guess.tomorrow is a new day, one.with minimal PG I hope!I can only take it in small doses!
That's my even, anybody else.getting hit with a big.old dose of.PG tonight? I'm going.to destress by watching grown men beat the crap out of each other! It's NHL.playoffs.folks! GO CAPS!
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